Can I use my past failures, mistakes, missteps and fuck ups as guidelines of what not to do for the future, because that sounds like a fantastic idea. Like I'm thinking of this for the first time... but there's the thing...
It would mean admitting to myself that there are some bridges and relationships that will never be rebuilt.
It would mean taking a long, hard look at what I did that lead me to those situations and why I never want to be there again. And that’s not easy work. That is gut wrenching, heart hurting, headache inducing stuff. Step 4, ya think?!
It would mean REMEMBERING shit and my memory sucks!
If I did remember, it would mean, require actually taking a moment to adjust for time and circumstances which are always different.
It would mean I actually burn enough bridges to make it worth my while, which I don't. I can count on one hand the number of actual relationship burning bridges in my past...
What shall I create this day to amuse and delight?
I decided back in November 2015 to make my poetry available and journal online. I'm not exactly sure what "blogging" means but I am quite sure this is an online journal. Feel free to read on with an aire of open minded curiosity. At no time do I intend to offend, judge or pretend to know anything really, I'm just an observer and explorer, as we all are. Feel free to "boldly go" through my observations and perhaps it will spark or inspire. Comments are off because I don't want to be worried about political correctness when I'm writing. I'm not thinking about "you." I'm just writing because it feels "right". Feel free to enjoy or surf on.
Fibber McGee's closet!