Eye Openers - 10-5-2015

Eye Opener AA Meeting Boulder Colorado - 6:45 am

This meeting is in an industrial park in an older section of East Boulder off of Arapahoe Ave. A train just went by and there was a mule deer mom and two fauns running from the tracks. I met Bill - Rick - and Greg outside, the welcoming committee... Robin - Joe - Pat - Tom - Kevin - Justin - Jill - Donna - Sally - Mara... and so many more! I've already been to Starbucks - taken a shower and made coffee for Mom.

The FUCKING FUNK HAS FINALLY LIFTED! I woke up this morning - didn't sleep that great - I was just thinking different - I can put my crazy mid-life crisis crap on hold and focus on Mom and the wedding. I've been crazy selfish and self absorbed - thank God it snapped

Tom - Miguel (when I'm new at a meeting I often write the names of people as they share so I can have an eyelash of a chance of remembering them)

out of me. I'm not sure what broke the ice - writing? being in it? Ok? talking with Mary Clark? and Kim? noticing how FUCKING grumpy I was?

Kathy - John - Mark - Bill - Sheila - Virginia - Anthony - Mike - Mark

Creator - Hold me, mold me, fold me, weave me, never stop. Shift my thoughts to your wisdom. Stir my actions to your service. Show me how to love. Gently open closed spaces. Kindly send messages of clarity born on wind or wing shown through friend or foe.

"God is a source of pure potential, like electric plugs - you have to take the action and plug into it. Until you do - like a toaster - you're just potential." Sheila

Wow - Yeah - I'm so glad that has passed. I was getting tired of walking around and feeling "OUCH - OUCH - teary eyed."

"If God were small enough for me to understand, God wouldn't be big enough to handle my problems." Cowboy from Montana

Mike - Tom - Sue - Ira

Gratitude - Gratitude - Gratitude