November 24, 1996

A new phase in life deserves a new color (the ink in the journal is green)!  O my God - Wow - Amazing! Consensus Alignment - Balance - in my life - all aspects, all fronts.  I've found the love of my life - my soulmate.  I've never met anyone who makes me feel the way I feel - who supports and cares. Remember that "perfect" person I had basically given up on?  I found him - doubts? Maybe a few but they're minor, a council alignment that will come with time.  Words - printed or spoken in multitude cannot express the life I wake up to now everyday.  The hopes and dreams of life have to be re-evaluated - they've all happened.  In fact many goals - I hadn't even anticipated have been met.  My Worry Voice, I acknowledge, in the future, who knows, but for now life is grand and all I'd hoped it would be.  As I write this I'm picturing new goals - raising children (yes - children) on the Riviera, being a poet at last - giving birth to children who will lead humanity thru the changes close at hand.  Everything I'd hoped for - and so much more. for myself I have trust and love and long happy life and a partner from heaven directly - made for me - and I for him... 

WHO IS this guy??  I'm on the edge of my own seat!  It was Dick M.  We worked together, were roommates, eventually dated and were together for years.  We bought an awesome house in Venice Beach together, were engaged then finally went our separate ways... Wow!

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