November 7, 2010
-- A Hebrew phrase that means to help repair the world every day, by mending what you are able to of what is in disrepair within you and near you. To do this to the best of your ability is a sacred duty. In this way the world soul is tended to.
My personal mutiny begins today… inspired partially by the words above. I choose to rebel against all that was the past in my life and move forward into a brilliant future…
This last week has been the most demining and enlightening of all. I was not at my best to say the very least. I was a slug operating without morals or any regard for myself personally or professionally. I won’t get into the details now but take my word for it, it was not good. Or was it… analysis of long term vs. short term benefits has always been my weakness. Regardless of the spurs of my creation I am created again.
What is in disrepair and near you… to force a change if necessary is at this time required. I will be forever in Spirit’s debt or to myself in another place and time… a regular. The philosophical conversation may lead you to wonder how to determine what exactly is in disrepair, thank goodness I know instinctually what is in disrepair. No debate. Simple. Love that!
To take all of the available means available to make the inside match the outside. The spirit of my being expressed instead of suppressed. I suppress myself… no one outside has any power to do this… thus I name this a mutiny.
Mutiny : forcible or passive resistance to lawful authority; especially : concerted revolt (as of a naval crew) against discipline or a superior officer
Rebellion: opposition to one in authority or dominance
2a : open, armed, and usually unsuccessful defiance of or resistance to an established government b : an instance of such defiance or resistance
Interesting how the online definition already establishes doubt in the outcome… like a usually unsuccessful defiance. Fuck them and everyone else. There is such a limited understanding of rebellion that this is the published conversation. What if I’m a heroin addict and I need to rebel against that? I’m sure they would applaud my success. Curious, quite frankly I’ve never encountered such judgmental information in the dictionary. I sent the following message to Merriam Webster
1. I'm frustrated that I had to try so many options to actually get off an email to you...
2. I'm curious as to the definition you have posted regarding rebellion "as a open, armed, and usually unsuccessful defiance of or resistance to an established government
I find it curious that it's automatically "usually unsuccessful". That is not or should not be part of the standard definition. Insinuated failure is controlling and manipulative. Remember, our own rebellion against England created this country.
I'm generating my own rebellion against my own internal demons... add that into the conversation. It's cutting edge and it will make this planet a better place to be.
Crazy… most possibly. True, most certainly. I’ve only launched my own personal assault against myself today, effective really tomorrow. I only know that this is the path to follow.. “ to mend my own life and tend to the world soul.”
Bottom line. Whatever I was I am not now. I choose from this point forward my life, my space, my energy, my allegiance, I have the option to separate from the original zomes… genetic, environmental, whatever. I declare freedom from all of that! Yeah beyond.. yeah beyond.
Has no one thought of this before that at some point you could be totally cut free of all genetic and environmental and experiential influences? There may actually be a point when we can of our own accord take control of our lives and thereby take control of the life and energy around us. Like the flower attaining it’s maturity… the sacred plant or insect that comes back every 17 years or 32 or 130 years… Here we are to move the unit forward. The cost is living to the fullest and being one with life and paying attention. With a whole other objective perspective on how to make it happen.
The war is not out there… it’s totally inside and working it takes courage and strength beyond. Not beyond what you know but what you’ve experienced.
Baseline assumption: You know good from evil. You can observe things that work and don’t work in life. No blame, good, bad or indifferent. There is only what works and what doesn’t. here’s the total rub. You have this incredible gift and you choose to use it or not. All excuses be gone. What then. Will you be or not be. Will you stand or not stand will you try or just do?
I will challenge anyone and everyone who thinks that they can cheat me of life. I will have my go at it. You are not my player. I am the player of my own life.
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