Un-Becoming

Stand back, please!
Look away!
I'm becoming - I'm just becoming over here.
Nothing to see.

I'll be back shortly, perhaps.
Or it may take awhile.

PLEASE DON'T STAND AROUND!
DON'T BOTHER TO WAIT, REALLY!

I'll be fine. I'm just becoming over here.
Nothing to see.

I get a sense that I'm becoming 
what I once was.
I'm UN-BECOMING - really.
Washing, cleansing,
Peeling, scrubbing.
NOT "healing" over!
NOT covering up!

I'm simply removing some
Un-needed, un-necessary,
Add-on layers of B.S. -
All sorts...
(religious - cultural - familial - corporate - emotional - environmental)
BULL SHIT thoughts and insane behaviors.
ILLUSIONS and B.S. all can go... Adios!

I'm just going to be un-becoming
for a bit
over here
Nothing to see!
I'm doing fine!
Move along!
Don't Wait Up!

I'll be "right with you" when I'm good and ready.
In the mean time... love you, miss you, be back soon.

Laurie McCauley
12-21-2019
​clarity strikes!

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